I have a question for you, when you have time. It might be a little more involved of a topic.
The long and short of it is, I'm doing a spectacularly shitty job as Cole's pillar. It's too much for me after centuries not being close to anyone, and I haven't been doing well at separating wanting to be with him from the feeling of obligation, even if he doesn't consider me to have one I still feel it.
I'm not sure what can be done about this, but if anyone can, I'm thinking it's you. And I'm pretty desperate at this point.
Also, before we get lost in the weeds, if there is something to be done about this, I'd prefer to tell Cole myself before anyone else does. He deserves to hear it from me. I doubt he'll be surprised, but even so.
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Date: 2025-06-03 10:10 pm (UTC)From:The long and short of it is, I'm doing a spectacularly shitty job as Cole's pillar. It's too much for me after centuries not being close to anyone, and I haven't been doing well at separating wanting to be with him from the feeling of obligation, even if he doesn't consider me to have one I still feel it.
I'm not sure what can be done about this, but if anyone can, I'm thinking it's you. And I'm pretty desperate at this point.
Also, before we get lost in the weeds, if there is something to be done about this, I'd prefer to tell Cole myself before anyone else does. He deserves to hear it from me. I doubt he'll be surprised, but even so.